5 weeks ago
Saturday, July 15, 2006
I slept with the swinger friend on Wednesday night. It was not what I expected. He was okay in bed but he did not rock my bells. I was certainly expecting more. I am beginning to think that maybe I just don't enjoy sex. Why, I am not quite sure. Maybe it is because I am on birth control and it has disturbed my sexual appetite. Or maybe it is just not in my nature to be a very sexual person. The swinger friend was the first person that I had sex with who I was not in a relationship with so I wonder if that is why I did not enjoy it with him. Then again I never really enjoyed it with any of my ex's either, so maybe not. I can honestly say that he put in a great deal of effort thought. He was definitely not a lazy man in bed. Yes , he licked it and put his all into it. Another problem, I don't think he was the 8 and 3/4 quarter inches that he said. He was probably more like 6 inches but he was very thick. I am now up to four sexual partners. I am thinking maybe I should try it with two more people. If I do not enjoy sex after the next two then maybe I should just forget about sex for now. I know a few people said I should wait until I am in a relationship before I have sex again, but you know what. I am so happy I did not have a relationship with this guy. I would have been very angry with him for wasting my time. Anyway, that's all for now . I post again on Monday.